4 songs
gardentender
gardentender
happy song
It’s gloomy in Portland, so I booked a flight
To Mexico City, I’ll be there tonight
I’ve packed everything I need for this life to be perfect
Some poetry, a melody, so I wont for get that
I’m here
I’m beautiful
I’m loved
Loudspeaker boarding call, I sit at the gate
Watching families and strangers in this liminal space
Excited, frustrated, in love, and sad
The range of emotions masking the fact that
I’m here
I’m beautiful
I’m loved
A positive feeling is harder to hold
The clouds from the window seat are painted in gold
I am saying farewell to my old self in Portland
The path towards happiness starts with acknowldging
I am here
I am beautiful
I am here
I am beautiful
And I know how to write happy songs
plant song
Wallflower quallities forever to last:
Always forgetting to water my plants
Today I decided - I'm gonna be better than this
Charting my needs on a notebook I l've found -
Just enough water, and soil and some sun
Always prioritize me before everyone
Stuck in my head over winter was rough
Thinking I'm never enough
But this spirng is change
This spring is change
Spent the last year digging down to the roots
Feeling desires and divining my truth
When i raised my eyes i was looking at you
My garden is greener than I could’ve thought
Took turning away to know what I've got
Walking blindfolded feeling the light
Thinking i never did right
But this spirng is change
This spring is change
First rays of sun corressing my skin
Letting my new self to soak right in
Grounding my feet in the notion of infinity
You asked me if i needed to water my plants
I said I'm so glad you asked
This spring is change
This spring is change
This spring is change
cute song
Only when you appeared in my life I was sure
I've never felt this before
It takes time
To know what to wish For
To know what to look for
To know who you are
It takes time
It takes a while
To know what you're missing
To know who’s worth kissing
To know what love is
It takes a while
Only when you appeared in my life I was sure
I never felt this before
I never felt this before
It takes a bit
To know what the signs meant
To know the difference
To know if it's worth it
It takes a bit
Only when you appeared in my life I was sure
I never felt this before
I never felt this before
Only when you appeared in my life I was sure
Only when you appeared in my life I was sure
Only when you appeared in my life I was sure
Only when you appeared in my life I was sure
I never felt this before
I never felt this before
cabin song
I’m stacking stones to build me a hearth
Been wanderin’ so long, I wasn’t sure where to start
So I dug me a hole and buried my heart
Watered that seed with love’s fresh start
Mhmmm
Mhmm
Well that tree grew tall and fell to the ground
I must’ve been sleeping, I was flayed by the sound
Gathered up those logs and I milled them down
Sat one on top the other till this cabin I found
Mhmmm
Mhmmm
Mhmmm
Mhmmm
When the night slips down, I sit by the fire
Counting hearthstones and naming my desires
Well the full moon’s glowing, and the wolf’s call is dire
I spin yarns of my youth, and go to bed when I’m tired!
‘Cause I’m home
I’m home
I’m home
I’m home